hmmm

I guess the "games" have begun. I'm still working out a few things. Be patient. I'll make sure to update soon...

UPDATE (i forget numbers)

It's been a while. We are back in our hometown. A few things have happened to both me and Hannah on our drive back we are not quite ready to discuss yet. But we might in the future. I'll have to ask her permission first. I don't want to disclose our personal lives with everyone without making sure she is okay with it.

I am distraught.

I know what I am supposed to be doing, but I will wait. I am not ready to face what I have been put on this Earth for. It both calls to me, and terrifies me. I will update soon with more. We'll see. Hannah needs me to be here for her right now. 

announcement

As I have lost a bet (as well as being sincere), I must declare something on this blog...

I AM IN LOVE WITH HANNAH DIVECCHIO!!!

There! You happy?!?!

36 DREAM OF OTHER WORLDS

After a long delay, I finally had another one of my odd dreams. I was in an abyss of darkness. Sounds pretentious and trite, but that's the best way to describe it, rather than saying it was really really dark. 

I was just there in this dark space floating around and about, when two red eyes opened before me. It was the giant man who always tried to kill me in my other dreams. I can't really recall his facial features other than his eyes, but I do remember his name. He was the WATCHER. 

I was very scared of him at first, thinking he might want to do me harm again. But the more I stayed with him, the more comforting his presence became. He told me that, a long long time ago, he created bridges between my world and other worlds. Each world was exactly the same in shape and form, the only thing that differed was the souls of the people that inhabited them. Even though the people that lived in each world looked alike, they were in fact very different beings in heart and mind. 

In the ancient days people used these bridges freely. But after some sort of incident, he locked up these bridges and sealed away in them the creatures that created this distress. 

Then he apologized for killing me in my dreams, but made sure to know that each time I envisioned someone's face, I was awakening the soul of one of these creatures that was sealed away. He was merely trying to stop me. So I guess in part, everything that has happened to Kyle, Justin, me and Hannah...it's all my fault.

At the realization of this, I began to weep in my dream. The WATCHER comforted me and told me that not all is lost. There is still something that can be done, but he couldn't tell me just yet. He said that as the PROPHET it will all soon be revealed to me.

I am heading back home tomorrow. It will take me a couple of days, but I think I know what I need to do: confront PLAGUE.

35 NO INTERNET FOR A WHILE

As our vacation progressed we moved more and more towards uninhabited regions, in which the internet's reach was null. We had a pretty good time. We are all the way in Vegas now, which is pretty sweet. I've never actually been, so it's quite awesome.

This update, however, is not to tell you what we're doing. It is actually in regards to the newest video posted on the Afraid At Home channel. The link is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_LMC30r6Sko

If I was confused before, now I am more than ever. In the video Kyle seems to have no recollection of any of the past events in the channel. His looks make me assume that this video was taken before the videos on the channel, but the way he acts is different. He sounds way deuchier than in previous entries. Not to mention the house he lives in is different, as well as saying that he just got back from seeing his parents. I mean, what the fuck?

Is this a joke from FATHER and PLAGUE? If not I don't know what to make of this video.

34 UPDATE

Wow. Our brief vacation turned into something quite awesome. We borrowed Hannah's dad's RV and we went all the way to the Grand Canyon. We spent two days there, then we went to see some friends in Colorado. And now we are currently parked in a little town called Garden City in Kansas. It's pretty chill here. There is a sweet little zoo that is free to enter. We are having a blast.

It's good to leave the house for a while. I haven't had any odd dreams like I have in the past throughout the trip. But a few nights ago I had an odd feeling, like I shouldn't have left my house. I am almost scared to see what I may find once I get back. Because of that, me and Hannah will be on vacation for a little while longer. 

33 MORE THOUGHTS

Since as of lately I haven't had any odd dreams, or any odd occurrences, as well as no new videos from Plague, I've had a lot of time to think of things.

I just want to leave you with a lingering thought I've been having:

In the latest video, FATHER seems rather certain of finding SAVIOR among the followers of the AfraidAtHome channel. Well, what if SAVIOR is not among them? What then? Does FATHER keep searching elsewhere? And what of me then?

I am getting increasingly worried. I am leaving for a brief vacation with Hannah. I'll be back soon.